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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
1. An Overview of
The First Time
Because our Puritan-based society has traditionally been uneasy
Addiction and
At the same time, marijuana is an attractive activity for
Strategies of Smokers
There are some smokers who are convinced that "good
Stopping
Notes
14. Looking Ahead:
Smokers of this persuasion speak of marijuana being grown by
In the event of legalization, it is unlikely that names will
The Moment of Awareness
Appendix
On the other hand, I very often have magnificent creative
2. A Denver high school
I don't know if you're interested, but the reason I started
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Unusual Reactions
In
addition to occasional hallucinations, marijuana smokers have reported other
uncommon reactions to the drug, which do not fit into any particular category.
These are not necessarily unpleasant, but the unpleasant experiences are more
often remembered and reported. Several users claim that they have had
out-of-body experiences after using marijuana. "I left my body by astral
projection," one smoker writes, "and saw it not as a mirror image,
but as another person would see it." More commonly, smokers report having
the sense of separating from their body; few people claim to have actually made
a "real" separation. An Oklahoma woman writes of her
ability to travel through time when she is stoned; she sometimes imagines
herself in a cabin in the woods in the 1860S, and then suddenly she is
transported back to her "real" environment.
"Have you ever heard of anybody else experiencing the
'missing person feeling'?" asks a college student. He explains that when
he is very stoned, in a room where people are coming and going, he will become
convinced that somebody has become lost in the shuffle. "Sometimes I feel
that it's happened to me," he adds.
Very often, as we have seen, unpleasant or unusual experiences
involve the sense that the user is about to die. Carol's experience was
undoubtedly frightening, but in retrospect, it is also amusing:
We
were at a concert. I turned to my friend and asked, "When is this going to
start?" She replied: "It's been going on for half an hour." I
had no sense that this thing had already started. Then I thought, oh no, that
means I must be dead. And I got into this whole weird fantasy that I was dead.
Of course I couldn't tell anybody that I was dead, because I was stoned, and
they'd know that, and they'd say, "She's stoned, she only thinks
she's dead."
I knew I couldn't convince anybody that I was really dead, that
this was what being dead was like. And nobody was paying any attention to the
fact that I was dead. I thought to myself, what am I going to do now? I
considered running over to the hospital across the street from the concert to
get some Valium or something, because here I was dead, and I was freaking out
about it. And if I was dead, I at least wanted them to have a look at me and
see if I was okay.
Well, I thought to myself, what am I going to do? I can't tell
them that I'm a professional person; they'll take away my license. But then I
thought, if I'm dead, that shouldn't make any difference. So I told my friend I
was dead, and she said, "Boy, you're really stoned, aren't you?" I
figured, well, she's not going to pay any attention to me because obviously
she's dead too, and she doesn't even know it! So I kept thinking: how am I
going to deal with this? Perhaps I should focus on the music? Maybe being dead
isn't so bad after all. So I sat there and I curled up in a ball in my seat,
and held onto myself, and pretty soon the feeling of being dead went away.
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