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Marijuana andPsychotherapyBecause
of marijuana's dramatic tendency to make the user more aware of emotional realities,
some smokers are interested in its possible congruence with more formal kinds
of psychotherapy. Smokers who are in therapy may find that cannabis is helpful
in inducing spontaneous childhood memories. Others use it more deliberately.
"I've often smoked to review specific events," notes an Atlanta woman,
"because I find I'm able to recapture the visual parts of past events with
a clarity that borders on reliving them." When I'm working toward an insight, I usually begin with putting the pieces together intellectually, so that I might say "Oh yeah, that looks logical," although I might not yet feel it. But after working all week on a certain problem, I might get stoned Saturday night, and my mind will take me back to the issue I've been working on. This time, though, I might experience the feelings behind the insight. Then, when I go to my next session, it's as though I believe more strongly in the validity of the insight. In my case, smoking doesn't so much produce new insights as strengthen the ones I've already had.
In my daily life, my various neuroses thrive. Dope helps me get rid of the unfortunate, learned, superego "should" kinds of things that we carry around with us. By freeing us from these kinds of restraints, it helps us see reality more clearly. It also provides a vision, a foretaste of what it would be like to live without these restraints, and it gives us more incentive to keep working until they are dissolved.
I make it a point not to smoke on days of therapy. I feel I want to be on my own as much as possible, and that's how I will fully comprehend what's going on. I don't want any interference in that process, and I think that pot sometimes does interfere. True, it's sometimes expansive, but I'd prefer to have the insight in its purer form.
I'm
critical about my own smoking because it reduces anxiety, which seems to me
like shorting out the parts of yourself that you don't like.
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